Hi all! I'm sure most of you haven't really noticed my absence and that's okay. Lol! I recently went had to go in to the ER for horrible abdominal pain. My boyfriend just about had to drag my butt in there after about a week of excruciating pain... We originally thought maybe I had some kidney stones or something, but my syptoms didn't really line up with that unfortunately. So they did a CT scan and blood work and all that fun stuff, and found a rather large mass on my left kidney... Obviously the doctor at the ER couldn't tell me much about it, since more tests are needed to determine if the mass is benign or malignant. I talked to my primary doctor yesterday and set up an appointment for Monday to get an ultrasound. In the meantime I am in a lot of pain, still working since I can't afford not to, and trying my best not to think about the possibility that the mass is malignant... Also I refuse to say, and try not to think about the C word...

Anyway, with any luck it will be benign and maybe it's just pulling on my kidney causing the pain, or I keep hoping maybe the ER doctor was wrong and the mass is a big stone... I don't know... :-/ Anyway, a few prayers would be great.

I don't plan on selling any animals right now, and I am very thankful to those who have helped me with training over the past few weeks. I may try to down size next week depending on the results.

Ohh, I'm sorry to hear that Flair! I have noticed your absence, now that you mentioned it. :(

Prayers to you and that everything turns out ok!! ♥

I will send positive thoughts your way! That must be very scary :(, but it souds like you're handling it well. Keep us updated!

Thanks Sam! Definitely trying to stay positive. I am only 27, so the chances of it being malignant are very low, so I am just focusing on that.

Hugs and love, Flair!

How scary!  I'm a firm believer in positive thinking even in the scariest moments, and it seems like you are in good spirits considering. ♥  I will keep you in my thoughts and hope it's benign. -hugs-

Sending positive thoughts your way. 💜💜💜

Sending all the good vibes your way! Stay strong ♥ 

prayers and hugs coming your way!

I noticed you werent around :( .. Sending love and prayers your way flair < 3

I am so sorry, Flair. I have my fingers crossed for you that it's benign and you can get your pain under control!

Hopefully it's benign! Wishing you a speedy recovery and good health!

Keeping you in my prayers definately

sending lots of good vibes your way dear

Sending prayers your way dear ♥ If I can do anything at all for you just message me!

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you got this girl! sending lots of love your way and im hoping its something simple with an easy fix! < 3 < 3

Oh no! Sending prayers and good thoughts your way! *hugs*

Thinking of you flair! Keep us all posted!

Getting ready to head to the doctor! Less pain yesterday and today, so that makes me hopeful for a good outcome!