Okay, this is our official HP complain about anything thread! I try to always be positive, buuttt sometimes I just need to vent and get it out of my system. So, I'm venting and I think everyone else should too. (Keep it mature, obvs.)

Need to complain about the weather, your BFF, your pet bird, your job? Well this is your one stop complaining shop!

I'll start:

I am like SO FREAKING TIRED of the weather going up and down. It's late April and it's S-N-O-W-I-N-G. It just keeps happening and I am OVER IT. People keep saying that "this is the last time" except they said that 5 times ago and yet. I just want to go outside!

Work is taking 5-EVER to promote me and they PROMISED IT a week and a half ago! They are wanting me to the work but still have NOT increased my pay. Which i find HIGHLY unfair! >:(

I am trying to find a job but i always seem to not get the job cause of my weight.. D:

Cosmo (and the other horses) at my barn haven't had turnout since Saturday. :'))))) ////you can't see it but i'm flipping off mother nature rn

Yesterday he just came out super stiff (which never happens if he has turnout) but today he was a snot-nosed brat. He doesn't get hyper when he's stuck inside, he gets lazy and almost ornery. I was having to work SO HARD to move him off my leg on the flat, which isn't usually so much of an issue. Over our second warm-up jump (a dinky crosspole) he decided to use the faint little noise of the wind outside moving the flap over the ventilation fan as an excuse to do a good ol' spook'n'scoot through the corner. YOU'RE NOT FOOLING ME YOU'RE NOT A SPOOKER YA BUTT.

Then he kept being rude about stopping/running out of a bending line so I had to beat him up a little and then he sulked.

...cute little fricker still got cookies though. (I'm a pushover for his cute face.)

I don't want to go to my own wedding anymore. 

I’m so sick of trying to get everything done I was supposed to get done before I start my new job. I got lost between their new and old computer systems and it has been a FREAKING UPHILL BATTLE for almost 3 months now...and considering I applied for this job back the first week of January...it has basically been over 4 months of agony agony agony. 😩😩😩 If I wasn’t so sure this job will be so worth it in the end, I would’ve thrown in the towel long ago...considering the past 4 jobs I’ve applied/worked at, they’ve all basically hired me on the spot so all this waiting and waiting and more waiting is killing me. Plus all the tasks I’m supposed to complete beforehand have been scattered hither thither and I have to find them myself and make sure they’re all done and then when I do ask if I’ve got them all complete, noooo...then I’ve missed this whole bunch of crap. 😭 I finally cracked yesterday and started sobbing at the HR reception desk. 😂 The receptionist I’m pretty sure called down my HR lady quite soon after my little episode and helped me make sure I had everything all wrapped up by the time I left. So...🤞🤞🤞We’ll see on Monday if THAT WAS ACTUALLY TRUE OR NOT...!!! 🤦‍♀️

Too much to do, too little sleep, people being sucky, and the weather being moody.....all that in a nutshell xD

havin to apply for basic things that supply your house with light, heat, etc and your boyfriend doing nothing at all, and when you *literally* move a cord to his gaming console he shoos you away like a dog telling you to just go

*RAMPAGING WOMAN*

My mother in law has Narcissistic personality disorder, I am super familiar with this disorder as my grandmother has it and she lived with us for my entire childhood. Anyways, my M-I-L came to stay with us for an unkown length of time. Seriously bought a one way ticket. After a week of getting into arguments (I let so many things go and refused to engage in most situations, but there are times when I just can't not defend myself or my children, even though I know she will refuse to listen) and her basically telling me I'm a terrible mother (as she does repeatedly during every visit) and her enforcing her own rules on my children, (just turned 5 on Monday and just turned 2 last month) despite me repeatedly telling her those are not our rules and they don't have to follow them, her not allowing them to do their normal play and activities (for various absurd reasons) and her wanting them to be seen but not heard, (we live in a tiny two bedroom apartment, with a puppy, and it rained all day for 8 days in a row, as it often does this time of year in the PNW) we all decided it would be best for her to leave. I survived nearly two weeks. She just left for the airport and I feel like I can breath again! Oh, and she refuses to let me disapline my child (by putting him in timeout, not yelling, not spanking,) because I'm being to harsh and he just needs more attention. But when I don't disapline, or he throws a tantrum, (which still happens, though they are short lived now) she tells me I have no control and there is something wrong with him and I'm being a bad mom for not taking him to the doctor to get him medicated. She nakes my skin crawl. 

I survived. I survived. I survived. Ha. 

The entrepreneurship teacher in my massotherapy course is a complete bore and energy drain who isn't 100% familiar with the course material. She's also snarky. And she wonders why most people don't regularly attend her lectures.

Retail SUCKS.... i swear... some of the questions I get. Cant make this crap up xD

"Can you dye your hair while on your monthly cycle? Will the color stick?!"

"Well my coupon is for CVS, isnt Walgreens the same company?"

"Can i return this shampoo, i used almost all of it and no longer like it"

I can go on and on and on....... THIS WAS JUST TODAYS HIGHLIGHTs

...also... i found a grey hair... SO NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT

So dylan just knocked his entire full bowl of cereal on the floor. Its only 730am. So im on the floor cleaniing it up - ps spilt milk it a pet peeve of mine. So im on the floor cleaning up and I hear the whoosh of cereal. Ethan Decided he wanted to help himself to the Cheerios and ended up pouring half the box into his bowl then table.

Not how I wanted to start my freaking day .Ugh .

I've been driving a lot at night lately and it's truly astounding just how many people drive around at night with messed up lights so they keep their high beams on even though only one works. YOUR ONE HIGH BEAM STILL BLINDS THE F OUT OF PEOPLE YOU KNOW.

Being the only employee is becoing a drain. 5 years here. I love the people and the horses so much so that Im crying as my moving date gets closer. 
Wishing  could bring everyone with me and hire a second person to help me. lol
Wishing I coud have hired a second person for the winters. They are veryy draining. Breaking the 3-5" thick ice on the water tubs every morning. 
But im not the boss and boss doesnt want to pay..which is very understandable but Im willing to have my pay cut for my own health benefits lol.

Wow!!! You guys really had a lot of pent-up complaints!

If you ever need to talk about anything, please feel free to message me! :)

I don't mind to listen and give feedback, if wanted!

I would seriously like to not be perma exhausted. Is that too much to ask? I get my eight hours of sleep and wake up still exhausted. Being chronically in pain takes it's toll but this is a horrible new develpment to the toll it takes. I just have to make it two weeks to my next doctor appointment and until then I can't put my life on hold but I know I should, otherwise I'm going to end up being virtually useless. I'm just so tired of being sick or down or whatever all the time. It's just as exhausting as being exhausted is? 

Hooooo boy. Strap in kiddos, it's gonna be a wild ride.

Boyfriend started a heckin' stupid fight on Sunday right before we went in to see Rampage, and let's just say it put some thoughts in my head that I ultimately decided were rash and borderline crazy.

Like Siib, I am constantly exhausted. I have to shower at night now because I can no longer wake myself up at 5:45 every morning before work to shower even though I go to bed usually before 11. I have zero energy for much of anything, including HP and it's making me feel heckin' guilty.

My job is putting a lot of undue stress on me due to the fact that, "hey, you're so good at your job, you can do someone else's, too!" And when I complain and whine and ultimately just get super aggravated, NOTHING. CHANGES. Are u srs. Last week, our floral designer forwarded me an email so I could see a sample page of some changes we're making to our website. I looked it over, thought it looked good, and kindly asked her, in the future, to CC both me and my boss because maintaining our website is literally in my job description and I need to be kept in the loop. If my boss comes to me asking about changes and I can't explain them, I'm a dead woman walking.

SO. The floral manager's response is to say "I feel like she (the person with marketing that handles our website changes) gets more done when she's only talking with one person." UM. WHAT? What type of sense does that make? I'll tell you, NONE. So I sent her response to my boss, the office manager (who's third on the business heirarchy here so she has a lot of pull), and she made sure to tell her I need to be CC'd. So we'll see if that happens. Doubtful.

But it's enraging because my job is getting HIJACKED. My JOB is to maintain our website so I NEED to be kept in the heckin' LOOP. Ugh.

That is all for now. :3

listening to you rroomates talk to ther parents about all the new apartments theyve look at when you know they havent looked at a single one, the entire time the parents are praising them for working so hard, etc etc.

my roomates are 50 years old, thier PARENTS still pay thier rent because they dont want to get a job.

Asthma and allergies ughh!!! For those of you who don't know I have extremely uncontrolled severe asthma and the crazy unstable weather and pollen is not helping.*face palm* I have a barn full of horses in right now but I'm thankful for my husband he has been such a good help here lately when he's not working. I wish they could find something to help my asthma. I also haven't went to the gym much and I'm highly addicted to the gym I go religiously it helps my breathing a lot. I get super cranky when I can't go.

I feel like my room mate is a ticking time bomb.. latley shes been snappy and down right rude.. like leave me alone and quite getting angry and being rude i havent been rude to her at all..  gosh let me have some peace till i move the week can't go by quick enough..

My complaint is that I just typed out my complaint and then my computer froze so it deleted my complaint which took me 10 minutes to type. 

BUT, I am also currently living with the worlds worst roommate if anyone wants to message me and we can vent together about our frustration.