Okay, this is our official HP complain about anything thread! I try to always be positive, buuttt sometimes I just need to vent and get it out of my system. So, I'm venting and I think everyone else should too. (Keep it mature, obvs.)

Need to complain about the weather, your BFF, your pet bird, your job? Well this is your one stop complaining shop!

I'll start:

I am like SO FREAKING TIRED of the weather going up and down. It's late April and it's S-N-O-W-I-N-G. It just keeps happening and I am OVER IT. People keep saying that "this is the last time" except they said that 5 times ago and yet. I just want to go outside!

The cat is scared of thunderstorms and won't settle down. In and out of rooms and under beds we go...gee! I have things to get done today, Fozzy!

I have no money
My Computer probably has its power supply broken.
I want to upgrade my computer really bad.
My boyfriend buys a new computer  and now im jealous, because his has what I would have wanted....
Also my phone is broken. And the printer doesnt work anymore for whatever reason ( trust me I tried all of things but all I get is vague stuff on the paper)
I had 300 saved.
Nearly there for a new phone. Then my dog decides to get sick and die on me :(  Costs: 450 euros.
Also I want see trough bins to store my stuff because my cabinet with art supplies is a mess.
But since I dont have money, I can't buy them.
My back hurts every night I wake up about 3 times because of the matress.
I need a new matress. Same story. No money for it.
It is unfair to say m guy doesnt pay for anything, but  really, those kind of things usually fall on my plate, and im also already paying the rent, electricity, and whatever else for normal costs.
I only have a small amount of money each month ( disability funds)  And my guy pays me 360 a month. But the VAT has been going from 6 to 9 % And the food has gotten nearly half the amount more expensive.
I had a 500 euro bill from waste an water tax.
I have like 1k a month, and my rent and everything else is about the same amount going off of my account every month lately.
Also I do everything in the house. ALL household. Even de once a week vacuum session is prone to postponing by my guy evne tho thats the only thing he needs to do...
Its just going over my head sometimes.
The flooring here desperatly needs changing too, and the walls need paint... Everything is due (Its been like these walls for 15 years at least) .
We also need new matress bedsheets...
And I need clothing cause I have ... well... 2 pants. 1 is a fixed pair... The other 1 is way to width.
I also need underwear. Because I have 3 pieces. and 2 (5 year old) brahs.
I bought a new pan set because our pans where... not good..
And new bedsheets because we only had 1 good cover left
My guy comes at me lets order food? and I was like heck yes. Then I'm going trough the order and tell him to pay.. and he says" I can't pay...
And I am like; WHAT?!  Well you can pay ?? And I am like. Uuuhm No?!  Why are you telling me you want to order, and then I need to pay  ?

I need a breather.

If I'd only get about 1k somewhere, atleast I can buy me a new matress, a new phone, see trough bins, and fix my pc.  Maybe ill even get a new pc chair because the new one i HAD has broken  and the company doesnt want to pay me back anything!!!!!  Bye 200 euro!
ugh.

I found a rental and it sucks. I hate it. It's old, small and smelly. I mean there are upsides to it, like it being a good size for a single person, and it has luxuries like an a/c in the master bedroom, a dishwasher and a brand new oven. Fabio can buzz around it at night while i'm sleeping and the floors will be clean in the morning.

But it's so bad considering it's from a real estate agent. The lawns haven't been mowed, i've had to disinfect all of my kitchen cupboads and drawers myself because of bugs, dirt and mouse droppings. The carpets reek of dog or cat urine. They had them steam cleaned but they didn't use an enzyme cleaner so it actually just made it worse. Basic maintenance hasn't even been done.

So i've taken photos of *everything* because i'm only planning to be here for 6 months, and i'm going to leave it in the same state as I moved into and I refuse to get pinged for any of this shit.

First of all, fuck everyone and everything messing with Shae's life rn.

Second of all, what is it with people and not being clear about what they want? I exchanged massages with a coworker and when I was massaging him, he asked me to use more strength, so I did and I thought it was fine because he didn't say anything else about it until AFTER I finished. So I figured, ok I'll do better next time. I reserved a time from him and he texts me asking if I plan to pay because he didn't like my massage and doesn't want to do these exchanges. I just stared at my phone in disbelief, like ok go ahead and cancel it then.

I am so fucking sick of being sick!!

I miss Sam so much, i'm going fucking crazy :(

I hate that I have to wait every week for a new GoT episode D: Like episode 3 just destroyed me, imagine what the other episodes are gonna do to me???? Can we NOT draw out my pain for weeks??

Why don't I have magical powers? I could bewitch my knitting needles to make things for me, I could make my books float at exactly eye-level and have self-turning pages that would know exactly when to do so... the possibilities are endless. Where's my Hogwarts letter, dammit?!

I want to play RDR2 but my PS4 is still in storage in Bathurst D: I won't be going that way until next week when I go to pick Piper up :'(

IT'S NOT SATURDAY YET AND I WANT MY PUPPY :(

Everytime I wear my favorite glasses I seem to get a headache and I'm starting to think it's actually related.

It won't stop raining :( :(

I am BURIED at work, but waiting on other people to get me what I need so I can finally get things done...... if there were enough hours in the day and I didn't need to ever sleep and my boss wouldn't flip, I would totally do it all myself so I can move on... 

but HP forums are keeping me busy while I impatiently wait :)

I want to eat all the food, but I don't wanna get fat :(

Same, Tana, same. :(

I want breakfast, but we had a friend of a friend come to our place for the night and she's still sleeping D: 

I'm so hungry and I want coffee!

Absolutely fucking sick of bad news. 

ITS STILL RAINING

FML it's fucking snowing.

It's been raining for a week straight here and it's still going. :(